31 December 2014

2014 in review

January



The year started out okay: I saw my mom again after spending two weeks in Nashville with my dad and sister and was excited about my new classes: art history, fashion studies, writing and rhetoric II, reporting and writing II and editing essentials. This is when the polar vortex really started to hit Chicago and I had to wear two pants and three socks to walk 15 minutes to class. And in that time my eyelashes would freeze together and then melt once I got into class.

Watched: the Before movies, Shameless - and obsessing over Lip Gallagher, Girls - and watching the latest episodes at B's apartment with C after art history class and Spanglish, On The Road - Sam Riley and Garrett Hedlund are too much in one film, Charlie Countryman - there's something really magical about this movie...
Listened to: Samba Love - Kaskade, Without You My Life Would Be Boring - The Knife

February



Flew down to Nashville to surprise my sister for her birthday. Majority of the month was spent watching movies in my bed, enjoying living in the dorms, as well as exploring Chicago with my best friend. I was really really loving my classes and my friends and the city and the apartment in February.

Watched: Broken, Adore, Breathe In - all of these I spent watching them in my dorm room, my roommate gone and listening to my three other roommates live outside in our living room.
Listened to: Congolal - Tensnake, Fashion - Bowie, Crave You - Flight Facilities, Lady Hear Me Tonight - Modjo
Vibes: M's and my Friday adventure day where we go around Chicago and find a new place to eat; taking a trip to Whole Foods on Roosevelt or Dearborn for dinner and dessert for that night, buying a city fish, Valentine's Day spend at Crumbs in Water Tower, Porter Magazine, digging my fashion studies class, blush tones, obsessing over Julie Delpy

March



I was blogging more around here, looking forward to concerts next month, hanging out with B a lot more and M. We bought Joseph the city fish and named him after Andy Cohen of course. I had spring on my mind with blush tones and Rio de Janeiro landscapes.

Watched: Prisoners, Funny Face, Love Birds, The X-Files
Listened to: An Ocean Apart - Julie Delpy, Agua de Beber - Astrud Gilberto, Tensnake's Glow, Kylie Minogue's Kiss Me Once
Vibes: listening to a lot of Bossa Nova while trying to survive Chiberia 2K14, spring break chillin' at mom's watching movies as usual, Tensnake's Glow album blew my mind and Kylie's Sexercize video made me weak, really trucking through The X-Files (one or two episodes a night) and listening to a lot of Hôtel Costes mixes, dreaming about tulips and obsessing over my peach sweater from the Gap.

April



I saw Trentemøller and The Knife at Conchord Music Hall and Aragon Ballroom, respectively. The freedom and the adrenaline and hype and fun I had is something I won't forget and something that I miss. I went to a weird Columbia party with B and S and C and ended up having a better time crashing on B's couch with C watching Private Practice on Netflix and making fun of the weirdos and the party.

Watched: Kill Your Darlings, All Is Lost, The Word's End, The Way Way Back
Listened to: Lady Gaga's ARTPOP, Trentemøller's Lost, The Knife's Shaking The Habitual
Vibes: series finales of Mad Men and Californication, Trentemøller in concert with B - this kicked off the stream of concerts I saw whilst living in Chicago (all of them bands that have really impacted me over the past 5 years or so), went to my first concert alone - The Knife - and let me tell you, it was a god damn experience, admiring my new strawberry blonde hair, working out to Lady Gaga in my dorm and lemon pastries.

May



Reveling in the fact that I won't be living in the city anymore. B and I went out to dinner at Vapiano and we watched the first season of Sherlock in her room as well as The World's End (our love for Simon Pegg became vocal here). Since I dragged B to the Trentemøller concert, she dragged me to the Foals and Cage the Elephant concert. I ended up loving Foals. We took her mom's Mercedes up to the Aragon Ballroom and jammed to Friendly Fires' White Diamonds as we drove along Lake Shore Drive. The car ended up being towed and we had to drive around the city trying to get it back. I started my first job and got really into the Cornetto trilogy.

Watched: Paul, Little Children, Hot Fuzz, Shaun of the Dead
Listenend to: Hustler - Simian Mobile Disco, Michael Jackson's XSCAPE, White Diamonds - Friendly Fires, Come a Little Closer - Cage the Elephant
Vibes: Lauren Hutton and Robert Redford: the all american style, thinking about a bob, summer vacation, new job and Cage the Elephant and Foals in concert.

June




I was working a lot here. I moved back up to the suburbs and started writing for an indie music review website. They paid me $5 per review. I ended up being dropped without notice around Labor Day. S came up and we drove around in my car, windows down, going to the movies and eating Chipotle. You know, typical girl stuff.

Watched: Devil's Pass, Contracted, Funny Games, 22 Jump Street
Listened to: Navajo - The Glass Jars, Pharaohs - SBTRKT
Vibes: milk maid braids, lip balm/gloss combo, Susan Cain's "Quiet..."

July



M came up from the city for my birthday. In the middle of the month I took a trip up to B's hometown in Wisconsin to visit her. We drove around in her Jaguar listening to Glass Animals, making plans to see Kasabian in October, swooning over Jack White and enjoying each other's company. We ate at some incredible local joints and I met her friends. Her house was stunning and her parents so gracious. If I had a time machine I would go back and relive that weekend in northern Wisconsin.

Watched: Night Train to Lisbon, Nymphomaniac: Part I
Listened to: Jack White's Lazaretto, Best Friend - Foster the People, Gooey - Glass Animals, Sunrise - Slaptop, La Roux's Trouble in Paradise
Vibes: summer of Jack's: swooned over Jack White and Jack Huston, read J.D. Salinger's Nine Stories, that weekend in Sheb with B, listening to La Roux's summery new album and some indie alternative mix.

August



Went downtown for M's birthday get together since she came up for mine. We jammed out to X and had Whole Foods pizza with one of her work friends. B and I obsessively watched Masters of Sex, I developed an extreme girl crush on Lizzy Caplan and we moved on from Jack White's solo work to The Dead Weather.

Watched: Masters of Sex, Better Living Through Chemistry, Nymphomaniac: Part II, Star Trek Into Darkness
Listened to: Mopedbart -  hubbabubbaklubb, Treat Me Like Your Mother - The Dead Weather, X's Los Angeles, This Is Not a Love Song - Katie Cruel
Vibes: anxiously waiting a week for the new Masters of Sex episodes and then discussing them with B, M's birthday get together and prepping for the semester ahead.

September



I got really sick and had to miss work but one of my co-workers made some excellent Mexican chicken soup for me and I watched Candidly Nicole in bed for two days. A handful of songs kept me going on the train ride to downtown. I started to develop problems with my emotional and mental health due to stress from school, the commute and work.

Watched: Fargo, Jeuene et Jolie, 12 Years a Slave
Listened to: Over - GusGus, Her Favorite Song - Mayer Hawthorne, Holding On For Life - Broken Bells, Sunset (Jamie XX edit) - The XX, Deep Into the Night - Ali Love, Odd Look - Kavinsky
Vibes: adjusting to new semester and commute, falling madly in love with Lizzy Caplan, watching Party Down on the train to class, taking advantage of the free week from Hulu Plus and watching Candidly Nicole whilst sick in bed.

October



October started off with seeing Kasabian at the Metro in Wrigleyville. I was supposed to meet B there but she ended up being late and in the back of the venue when I was towards the front. I met a boy there and we talked music and culture and I basically saw it with him. I got his number, he was in a band. The middle of the month was all about seeing Chromeo with L. They're probably one of the best bands I've seen live, if not the best. I had a blast that night. School was a complete disaster at this point but the concerts were providing some much needed escapism. Towards Halloween M and I went on the Chicago Hauntings Ghost Tour and oohed and ahead over downtown Chicago's haunted spots.

Watched: Begin Again, Changeling, Rosemary's Baby
Listened to: Kasabian's 48:13, Chromeo's White Women, Foals' Holy Fire
Vibes: Kasabian and Chromeo in concert, that boy, being cozy and comfortable, fall movies, reading Lena Dunham's Not That Kind of Girl, filling out the Women in Clothes survey and reading the New Yorker.

November



After the fun that was October (such a switch up from last year), November was a little sad and confusing and tough. I decided to move to Nashville, change my major and all that jazz. I realized I didn't know what I was doing and didn't need to be spending $40,000 at an art school to mess around. In the mean time, Massive Attack, the Zep and Concrete Blonde were helping me through a job transition from mid October and my crazy emotions and indecisiveness. Syd came up for Thanksgiving, though, and we went to see the David Bowie Is exhibition. Yes, it was mind blowing.

Watched: Kings of Summer, The Maze Runner, Interstellar, Nightcrawler, Yves Saint Laurent
Listened to: United Snakes - Massive Attack, Caroline - Concrete Blonde, When the Levee Breaks - Led Zeppelin
Vibes: wearing black jeans, Chelsea boots, rain coat, sweater and scarf as a uniform, red nails, new job, lazy dressing, new loafers, working on Stylish Films and new and tough decisions.

December



November and December was full of lots of crying. The shitty semester ended and I said goodbye (for now) to my best friends B and M. The main thought here was how lucky I am to have had such a kick ass year and how much my best friends mean to me. Christmas didn't feel like Christmas. Everything moved fast and furious and shit changed quickly. I'm praying that it's for the better. Meanwhile, B, C, S and I went to the David Bowie Is exhibition (my second time!) and C and I had a fabulous time laughing our asses off (as we usually do when we're together). Also we all ran into Adrian Grenier and unintentionally stalked him for a picture. My last few nights in the city were spectacular. M and I had our last Friday adventure going to Whole Foods for desserts and Roti for dinner. We got a little tipsy and had a blast together doing absolutely nothing. The sign of a good friend.

Watched: Contact, Stuck in Love, Very Good Girls, American Horror Story
Listened to: Drop Me a Line - Midnight Magic, Haunted - Beyoncé, Magnificent Seven - The Clash, Never Gonna Give You Up - The Black Keys
Vibes: moving, indie rock, American Horror Story, makeover, startover

30 December 2014

Films of 2014




I don't want to survive. I want to live.

12 Years a Slave (2013)
Watched: 26 September
Director: Steve McQueen
Cast: Chiwetel Ejiofor, Michael Fassbender, Lupita N'yongo, Sarah Paulson, Benedict Cumberbatch
Synopsis: In the antebellum United States, Solomon Northup, a free black man from upstate New York, is abducted and sold into slavery.




The Koreans bought the church back, so we had to move across the street...to 22 Jump Street.

22 Jump Street (2014)
Watched: 29 June
Director: Chris Miller & Phil Lord
Cast: Jonah Hill, Channing Tatum, Ice Cube
Synopsis: After making their way through high school (twice), big changes are in store for officers Schmidt and Jenko when they go deep undercover at a local college.




It was just important for us to know it hadn't gone away.

Adore (2013)
Watched: 08 February
Director: Anne Fontaine
Cast: Naomi Watts, Robin Wright, Xavier Samuel, James Frecheville
Synopsis: A pair of childhood friends and neighbors fall for each other's sons.




-I don't even remember what it was I was mad about and I don't care. Whatever it was that you did, I forgive you. -What I did? You and your lousy letters. Just to get one of them made me special even before I opened it. All your crappy stories, all your big dreams.

Beaches (1988)
Watched: 14 February
Director: Gary Marshall
Cast: Bette Midler, Barbara Hershey
Synopsis: A privileged rich debutante and a cynical struggling entertainer share a turbulent, but strong childhood friendship over the years.




 I fucked up my whole life because of the way you sing.

Before Midnight (2013)
Watched: 19 January
Director: Richard Linklater
Cast: Ethan Hawke, Julie Delpy
Synopsis: We meet Jesse and Celine nine years on in Greece. Almost two decades have passed since their first meeting on that train bound for Vienna.




I believe if there's any kind of God it wouldn't be in any of us, not you or me but just this little space in between. If there's any kind of magic in this world it must be in the attempt of understanding someone sharing something. I know, it's almost impossible to succeed but who cares really? The answer must be in the attempt.

Before Sunrise (1995)
Watched: 18 January
Director: Richard Linklater
Cast: Ethan Hawke, Julie Delpy
Synopsis: A young man and woman meet on a train in Europe, and wind up spending one evening together in Vienna. Unfortunately, both know that this will probably be their only night together.




You can never replace anyone because everyone is made up of such beautiful specific details.

Before Sunset (2004)
Watched: 18 January
Director: Richard Linklater
Cast: Julie Delpy, Ethan Hawke
Synopsis: Nine years after Jesse and Celine first met, they encounter each other again on the French leg of Jesse's book tour.




I just think you have let your troubles get in the way of your entire life.

Begin Again (2013)
Watched: 12 October
Director: John Carney
Cast: Mark Ruffalo, Keira Knightley, Adam Levine, James Corden
Synopsis: A chance encounter between a disgraced music-business executive and a young singer-songwriter new to Manhattan turns into a promising collaboration between the two talents.




But I have infinite tenderness for you. I always will. All my life long.

Blue Is the Warmest Color (2013)
Watched: ?
Director: Abdellatif Kechiche
Cast: Léa Seydoux, Adèle Exarchopoulos
Synopsis: Adele's life is changed when she meets Emma, a young woman with blue hair, who will allow her to discover desire, to assert herself as a woman and as an adult. In front of others, Adele grows, seeks herself, loses herself and ultimately finds herself through love and loss.




I used to tell Walter, "Never start a fight... but always finish it." I didn't start this fight... but by God, I'm going to finish it.

Changeling (2008)
Watched: 13 October
Director: Clint Eastwood
Cast: Angelina Jolie, Amy Ryan
Synopsis: A grief-stricken mother takes on the LAPD to her own detriment when it stubbornly tries to pass off an obvious impostor as her missing child, while also refusing to give up hope that she will find him one day.




Maybe you have some kind of fantasy about helping a woman in a faraway land.

Charlie Countryman (2013)
Watched: 27 January
Director: Fredrik Bond
Cast: Shia LaBeouf, Mads Mikkelsen, Evan Rachel Wood
Synopsis: While traveling abroad, a guy falls for a Romanian beauty whose unreachable heart has its origins in her violent, charismatic ex.




I'll tell you one thing about the universe, though. The universe is a pretty big place. It's bigger than anything anyone has ever dreamed of before. So if it's just us... seems like an awful waste of space. Right?

Contact (1997)
Watched: 05 December
Director: Robert Zemeckis
Cast: Jodie Foster, Matthew McConaughey
Synopsis: Dr. Ellie Arroway, after years of searching, finds conclusive radio proof of intelligent aliens, who send plans for a mysterious machine.




Yes, I'm drunk. And you're beautiful. And tomorrow morning, I'll be sober but you'll still be beautiful.

The Dreamers (2003)
Watched: 11 October
Director: Bernardo Bertolucci
Cast: Michael Pitt, Eva Green, Louis Garrel
Synopsis: A young American studying in Paris in 1968 strikes up a friendship with a French brother and sister. Set against the background of the '68 Paris student riots.




You're darn tootin'!

Fargo (1996)
Watched: 01 September
Director: Joel and Ethan Coen
Cast: William H. Macy, Steve Buscemi,
Synopsis: Jerry Lundegaard's inept crime falls apart due to his and his henchmen's bungling and the persistent police work of the quite pregnant Marge Gunderson.




-Why are you wearing a police officer's uniform? -'Cause I am one?

Hot Fuzz (2007)
Watched: 31 May
Director: Edgar Wright
Cast: Simon Pegg, Nick Frost, Bill Nighy, Jim Broadbent, Martin Freeman Olivia Coleman, Rafe Spall, Paddy Consindine
Synopsis: Exceptional London cop Nicholas Angel is involuntarily transferred to a quaint English village and paired with a witless new partner. While on the beat, Nicholas suspects a sinister conspiracy is afoot with the residents




No. After that, when I came up, I was on my own. That was the scariest part. And when I saw the two of you clinging to the tree, I didn't feel so scared anymore. I knew I wasn't on my own. You see?

The Impossible (2012)
Watched: 22 March
Director: J.A. Bayona
Cast: Naomi Watts, Ewan McGregor
Synopsis: The story of a tourist family in Thailand caught in the destruction and chaotic aftermath of the 2004 Indian Ocean tsunami.




Do not go gentle into that good night; Old age should burn and rave at close of day. Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Interstellar (2014)
Watched: 07 November
Director: Christopher Nolan
Cast: Matthew McConaughey, Anne Hathaway, Jessica Chastain, Michael Caine
Synopsis: A team of explorers travel through a wormhole in an attempt to find a potentially habitable planet that will sustain humanity.




Jeune et Jolie (Young and Beautiful) (2013)
Watched: 07 September
Director: François Ozon
Cast: Marine Vacth, Géraldine Pailhas, Frédéric Pierrot, Charlotte Rampling
Synopsis: After losing her virginity, Isabelle takes up a secret life as a call girl, meeting her clients for hotel-room trysts. Throughout, she remains curiously aloof, showing little interest in the encounters themselves or the money she makes.




She fails in the end, but there's something beautiful and even heroic in her rebellion. My professors would kill me for even thinking this, but in her own strange way, Emma Bovary is a feminist.

Little Children (2006)
Watched: 20 May
Director: Todd Field
Cast: Kate Winslet, Patrick Wilson, Jennifer Connelly
Synopsis: The lives of two lovelorn spouses from separate marriages, a registered sex offender, and a disgraced ex-police officer intersect as they struggle to resist their vulnerabilities and temptations in suburban Connecticut.




You have to make the money to buy a ticket.

Nightcrawler (2014)
Watched: 14 November
Director: Dan Gilroy
Cast: Jake Gyllenhaal, Rene Russo, Bill Paxton
Synopsis: When Lou Bloom, a driven man desperate for work, muscles into the world of L.A. crime journalism, he blurs the line between observer and participant to become the star of his own story. Aiding him in his effort is Nina, a TV-news veteran.




Perhaps the only difference between me and other people is that I've always demanded more from the sunset. More spectacular colors when the sun hit the horizon. That's perhaps my only sin.

Nymphomaniac Vol: I (2013)
Watched: 07 July
Director: Lars von Trier
Cast: Charlotte Gainsbourg, Shia LaBeouf, Stellan Skarsgård, Stacy Martin, Uma Thurman, Christian Slater
Synopsis: A self-diagnosed nymphomaniac recounts her erotic experiences to the man who saved her after a beating.




I'm not like you. I am a nymphomaniac and I love myself for being one, but above all, I love my cunt and my filthy, dirty lust.

Nymphomaniac Vol: II (2013)
Watched: 25 August
Director: Lars von Trier
Cast: Charlotte Gainsbourg, Shia LaBeouf, Stellan Skarsgård, Stacy Martin, Uma Thurman, Christian Slater
Synopsis: The continuation of Joe's sexually dictated life delves into the darker aspects of her adulthood, obsessions and what led to her being in Seligman's care.




he only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars.

On The Road (2012)
Watched: 22 January
Director: Walter Salles
Cast: Garrett Hedlund, Sam Riley, Kristen Stewart, Kirsten Dunst, Viggo Mortensen, Elisabeth Moss, Amy Adams
Synopsis: Young writer Sal Paradise has his life shaken by the arrival of free-spirited Dean Moriarty and his girl, Marylou. As they travel across the country, they encounter a mix of people who each impact their journey indelibly.




Pray for the best, but prepare for the worst.

Prisoners (2013)
Watched: 02 March
Director: Denis Villeneuve
Cast: Hugh Jackman, Jake Gyllenhaal, Paul Dano, Viola Davis, Terrence Howard
Synopsis: When Keller Dover's daughter and her friend go missing, he takes matters into his own hands as the police pursue multiple leads and the pressure mounts. But just how far will this desperate father go to protect his family?




Agent Mulder was my idea!

Paul (2011)
Watched: 10 May
Director: Greg Mottola
Cast: Simon Pegg, Nick Frost, Kristen Wiig, Seth Rogen, Bill Hader, Jason Bateman, Blythe Danner
Synopsis: Two British comic-book geeks traveling across the U.S. encounter an alien outside Area 51.




Who died and made you fucking king of the zombies?

Shaun of the Dead (2004)
Watched: 31 May
Director: Edgar Wrigt
Cast: Simon Pegg, Nick Frost, Kate Ashfield
Synopsis: A man decides to turn his moribund life around by winning back his ex-girlfriend, reconciling his relationship with his mother, and dealing with an entire community that has returned from the dead to eat the living.




Room 237 (2012)
Watched: 03 August
Director: Rodney Ascher
Cast: Bill Blakemore, Geoffrey Cocks, Juli Kearns
Synopsis: An exploration of various interpretations of Stanley Kubrick's horror film, The Shining (1980).




Be happy for this moment, for this moment is your life.
Unfaithful (2002)
Watched: 19 August
Director: Adrian Lyne
Cast: Diane Lane, Richard Gere, Olivier Martinez
Synopsis: A New York suburban couple's marriage goes dangerously awry when the wife indulges in an adulterous fling.




You've got to go your own way, and you, my friend, are going your own way.

The Way Way Back (2013)
Watched: 26 April
Director: Nat Faxon and Jim Rash
Cast: Toni Collette, Sam Rockwell, Maya Rudolph, Steve Carrell, AnnaSophia Robb,
Synopsis: Shy 14-year-old Duncan goes on summer vacation with his mother, her overbearing boyfriend, and her boyfriend's daughter. Having a rough time fitting in, Duncan finds an unexpected friend in Owen, manager of the Water Wizz water park.




 I remember sitting up there, blood on my knuckles, beer down my shirt, sick on my shoes and seeing the orange glow of a new dawn break and knowing in my heart life would never feel this good again. And you know what? It never did

The World's End (2013)
Watched: 17 April
Director: Edgar Wright
Cast: Simon Pegg, Nick Frost, Martin Freeman, Eddie Marsan, Paddy Considine, Rosamund Pike, Pierce Brosnan
Synopsis: Five friends who reunite in an attempt to top their epic pub crawl from 20 years earlier unwittingly become humankind's only hope for survival.